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Today is just greatt. I just lost the little bit of self confidence I had. So now I’m going to go watch friends and soak in my own self loathing for awhile.

thathorse-obsessedgirl:

I apologize for such graphic pictures, but I’m not sugarcoating this.

Today while I was working at the barn, I saw this dog on the way back from a ride. He stood up and walked very cautiously over to the horses, but he didn’t come very close. He didn’t bark or growl, he just stood there. I couldn’t leave him there, I had to go back and get him with my car.

I got out of my car and walked slowly up to him. He put his head down and came towards me without my calling or anything. He sat down next to me (I didn’t pet him because he clearly has bad mange) and wagged his tail. He looked at me with his pretty blue-green eyes full of hope and I think he knew he would be ok.

I called every nearby animal control number and the Houston Humane Society right down the road. I had to go through so many menu options before I finally left a message… None of them have called me back, about eight hours later. 

I took matters into my own hands. I didn’t want to put him in my car because I transport my own dog, but I couldn’t just leave him. I figured there would be some way to sanitize my car so I gave in and called someone at the barn to help me get him in my car. He’s a small dog, but he has scabs all over his body and I wanted someone with gloves.

Anyways, I drove about five minutes to Houston Humane and the first thing the admissions lady told me is that they’ll hold him for three days and if no one claims him, they’ll put him down. Nope, that’s not gonna happen. I asked her where else I could take him and she gave me the number and address of BARC. I thanked her and got some gloves from her and loaded him back up in my car for the 45-minute drive to BARC.

They shuffled me around everywhere at BARC. I went through the door that said, “Entrance” and the guy made me go back through the “Exit” door. I know this doesn’t seem like much, but this puppy could hardly walk. He stumbled as if he were drunk and would occasionally just plop down. They determined he was too sick for him to be in the main building with all the other dogs, so I had to load him back up in my car and drive him to the rear entrance.

Some kind volunteers directed me to the vet building, and I waited in there for a vet tech for about 15 minutes. I sat next to him and talked to him. I told him over and over that he would be ok and I wouldn’t let anything happen to him. I told him he’s going to make an amazing pet someday and he’s in a safe place. I promised him.

The exhausted-looking vet tech came out, took my driver’s license (which they had already done at the front..) and entered me into “the system.” Then she came back over to me and the dog, whom I had named JoJo, and informed me of his fate. She said two very conflicting things and I’m still confused. First, she said that they’ll wait three days for someone to claim him, then have him evaluated by a vet and put him up for adoption if he’s not aggressive (which he clearly wasn’t). Good news, right? Then she said they’ll wait three days for someone to claim him and then euthanize him. I kept trying to clear this up with her and determine which one she meant because she wasn’t making sense, but I never got a clear answer. I’m pretty sure the answer is more towards the second option than the first.

Then I got mad. I asked her why the hell I took him there if they’re just going to kill him, just like they would’ve at Houston Humane. She shrugged and I said, “Ok well thanks,” and left with tears welling up.

I pretended to text on the way back to my car so the volunteers wouldn’t ask what was wrong. I got to my car and broke down crying for poor little JoJo. All I could think about was how amazing he’d be as someone’s dog and how I had promised him over and over that he’d be ok. I called Christy (the barn manager, we kept in contact the whole time so she knew what was going on) and told her the news and she got mad, too. She kept saying, “Why the hell do they call themselves a no-kill when they clearly do if the dog is the slightest bit sick? They’re not going to do ANYTHING for him?” My thoughts exactly.

I drove home crying and took a nice, hot shower. Christy had called me again while I was in the shower so I called her back and she had some good news for me. She knows a woman who brought a stray like JoJo into BARC, donated some money for his initial treatments, and then fostered him (and later ended up adopting him). Christy is actually offering to donate $250 to help him and she knows another woman who loves pitbulls and is already offering to foster him.

I’m not begging everyone to reblog this, though that would be appreciated. I’m not gonna hate you if you don’t. I won’t be mad if no one offers a little cash for his initial treatment. But it would make me and JoJo feel a lot better if you did.

We have until Thursday to figure all of this out. This dog needs a miracle, but Christy and I won’t stop until he gets his miracle.

P.S. To whoever did this to this dog - I sincerely hope you suffer equally as much as he did/does/will. I hope you find out how it feels to have someone give up on you, and that no one gives you a second chance. I know you’re out there because he has a collar and he’s neutered. It makes me sick to know that you exist.

This broke my heart. I hate the humane society as well as animal abusers. They can all rot in hell. As for the person who posted this there needs to be more people like you in this world. I don’t even know you and I love you already. I really, really hope everything works out for this poor dog. If I were in Houston I’d adopt him immediately. Best of luck JoJo. For those of you who bothered to read this including my text I thank you and please pass the word on.

peace-love-sweettea:

She inspires me. Wow, so moving,

One of my favorite versions of this song. 

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SO EXCITEDDD

So for my 18th birthday my mom decided to go all out for me since usually we don’t have money and I am not big on my birthday but luckily the odds have been with her lately so we’ve had some money come in :D. Sooo I get a room at the Mandalay Bay which if you a Vegas kid you know they have the best pools in Vegas. I get to go all out with it too like drinks and food by the pool, a cabana, just everything then also my mom is sending me and my best friend to Disneyland since our birthdays are only two weeks apart its our birthday/her graduating and me getting my GED thing. I am more excited than a child on Christmas. I fucking love Disneyland so much it’s like my favorite place. I love my mom so much for doing this all for me I can’t even explain how thankful I am. She is amazing :DD. But really this is all I can say about how excited I am

SO I have giving myself another stupid unbelievable injury. Long story short is I fell off of my couch onto the glass lampshade and my foot went through the lampshade cutting my foot to hell and the worst one is in between my toes and my God this is one of the most painful things I’ve ever had happen to me. With every step I talk I feel my cut ripping more and more. Oh and all of this happened because of a cockroach me and my best friend were trying to kill. It also helps to know I have a horrible fear of cockroaches. Anyway this is stupidest injury number 2.  

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Go the F--k to Sleep
Samuel L. Jackson

treyfuckingcasen:

ooh-mister-harkness:

nemesismess:

The book “Go the Fuck to Sleep”
Narrated by Samuel L. Jackson

Before you fall asleep tonight, just listen to this

Not as good as my girl reading it. :P

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infinityongay:

Fuck the people who tell you you have to be a man or a woman.
Fuck the people who ask, “Have you had the operation?”
Fuck the people who refer to you as an “it”.
Fuck the people who continue to call you by your birth name.
Fuck the people who tell you “it’s just a phase”.
Fuck the people who say, “You’re just gay.”
Fuck the people who say, “You’re just a lesbian.”
Fuck the people who say, “You can’t be trans*, you’re too masculine/feminine!”
Fuck anyone who tells you you aren’t who you say you are.
Gender is not up to anyone but yourself. Nobody has the right to decide your gender identity and expression for you.
The most feminine “woman” can identify as male. The most masculine “man” can identify as female. Gender is not determined by either your birth sex or your behavior.
So call me a sissy, a pansy. Tell me I can’t be male because I like to sew and I’m not particularly athletic. Tell me I can’t be male because some mistake gave me an X chromosome where there should have been a Y. You will never change the fact that I am a man.

infinityongay:

Fuck the people who tell you you have to be a man or a woman.

Fuck the people who ask, “Have you had the operation?”

Fuck the people who refer to you as an “it”.

Fuck the people who continue to call you by your birth name.

Fuck the people who tell you “it’s just a phase”.

Fuck the people who say, “You’re just gay.”

Fuck the people who say, “You’re just a lesbian.”

Fuck the people who say, “You can’t be trans*, you’re too masculine/feminine!”

Fuck anyone who tells you you aren’t who you say you are.

Gender is not up to anyone but yourself. Nobody has the right to decide your gender identity and expression for you.

The most feminine “woman” can identify as male. The most masculine “man” can identify as female. Gender is not determined by either your birth sex or your behavior.

So call me a sissy, a pansy. Tell me I can’t be male because I like to sew and I’m not particularly athletic. Tell me I can’t be male because some mistake gave me an X chromosome where there should have been a Y. You will never change the fact that I am a man.

Reblog if it’s 100% okay to vent to you.

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So the last couple days have been pretty eye opening which is awesome. Monday night had a deep talk with my mom about me being transgender, basically she doesn’t want me to transition but she told me I will never be shunned and I will always be loved. So I can actually start T knowing that I will still be loved and part of the family. Of course I wish she would accept it full on but this is a start I think after I actually start she will becoming more accepting of it. I just really have seen lately that I can only live my life for myself and myself alone. I just feel so much has been lifted off of my shoulders. I am finally in an okay spot, I’ve got the friends I need, I am having fun, and I have an amazing girl. Life is good :]

It’d be better if I had internet in my house BUT oh well